Words i never said(My verse)

It's been so long it's almost been life long but i gotta get by strong,

in the position i was placed i thought i belong but i guess i was wrong,

i never had nothin to say and i payed for it everyday,

i wish i could run away faraway until i grow a strong vertebrae,

i knew i would come up stronger someday slowly it all went from black to grey,

The only way i could gain strength a mind re-function i underwent,

most of my life i spent listening to Eminem and 50 cent,

i started to rap and i was shit so my style i had to reinvent,

i may want to invent an ego that would be dope but the demon i may want to prevent,

being speechless like a venus flytrap,

in my music i go way back you hoes aint been there yh u been quarterback,

your too afraid of your past you couldn't even throwback,

im comin for payback im bout to launch my counterattack like a maniac,

im risin up an you can't speak you got an invalid syntax,

"how did this happen" you better backtrack,

now i am the definition of police brutality stab you in the heart call it cardiac arrest,

now u literally rot in jail cop comes by like "sure take another rest",

now i have the voice to speak out i dont have to sneak about,