Untitled Song
• Written by Talapino
Sometimes i don't even know how I feel
And my life feels like a battlefield
No weapon to wield
I thought I was strong
Thought I was steel
But I was so wrong
I'm just lost in a minefield
What happened to me? What are these emotions I feel
Time to reveal how I really feel
I feel like I'm trapped in cage with no escape
Feels like I sank
To the bottom of the lake
Can't sleep without medication
So I'm constantly awake
My body aches like a earthquake
Time to medicate before my bones ache
Great , need sleep
But still awake
I am amazed how bad I made that mistake
I thought I could presude
the situation
So I could escape
But I was to late
So here i remain in a mentally cage
Page after page day after day
Everything seems still grey still the same
Feelings of being ashamed
Why the fuck am I so lame
I connect more to video games then people
On my Facebook page ...ye lame..
Maybe one day I will one day be able to say I'm okay
I'm even alone on my birthday
Four walls and no doorway
No fucking way I ever thought I would become this way
But I can rhyme great , I practice everyday
Wrote a line yesterday
Finished a song today maybe that is my key to escape
This cage maybe il become great
I need to try to think straight I need to be unafraid
Of my emotional grenade that exploded in my face
I guess it's finally time to ignite this flame
My life was up , and now it's back down
Time to reconstruct and be the man now
The walls are closing in , and I need a way out
Right now, I will leave this shit somehow
The clouds follow me around , and I'm hurt
I'm laying on the ground still in the battleground
Darkness and evil all around they surround me
Chocking me mentally till I cannot breathe
I appear calm but inside I scream
All the shit happening to me was unforeseen
Everything is dried up ain't no thing that is green
I believed I would be happy
But look at me did I achieve what I believed
Just look at me and you will see
I'm still the same old me Still unhappy
And still lonely you can never see
What Ive seen , all that brutality that was done to me
My soul and mental state was
Erased from a blade from a machete of hate
Beat when I was 4 , beat when I was 8
Mom beat when I was of age
Beat till I had so much rage
Everything became out of place and had to be rearranged
everything is insane
tired of playing silly ass games
inside my brain it always rains
my life is more fucked up then crisis in ukraine
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Talapino
Member since May 9 2015