rip

i hope youre even more proud of me

different than i used to be

i wish you were here to see who i grew to be

oh i hope you know how much you influenced me

a genius in your mind

you never got lost in the times

time was still so ahead of you

you slipped through the cracks of my hand

if i could do it one more time id grab your arm and your hand

bring you in closer cause i miss you so dearly man

oh how i loved your jokes

and that intellectual capacity

ssarcasm that kept the whole family laughing

everything was so great and so loving to be

the roses were brighter and my eyes could see

until that rain came nd bashed in

and i heard the news

it was like right now as i sit in this room

the tears kept coming and my cheeks had no room

i didnt know how to face it

i put my hands on my face

and i yelled to the sky

could he really be gone?

no way that hes gone?

i cried so long

and it really hit hard

so im fueled to be

the man i heard you grew to be

on my dads thirty minute eulogy

so im sorry if i slip and fall back

but weeds still grow through the cracks

and im still learning

my heart aches for you everyday im yearning to see

that smilng face that i loved to see

i know if you came back down and your feet hit the ground

it would be a long stretch away but id trade my life to see your face..

 

when God comes knocking

just know thatt ill be waiting

through them pearly gates

im hoped that i face with

the face that caused me to make this

cause ill tell you one thing

i misssed you so much i love you

please come back Uncle Dave.

 

please come back and see

or if that aint a thing open the cracks through these clouds

that id love you to see how quaint our family came to be

and id love to show you the girl next to me

man lifes changed alot

i dont know if you can see me right now

but if you cant while im down on this earth

ill just write this letter give it ten stamps and send it all the way to heaven

and i guess i should say

i never got to tell you how to change the controls in that one game

but just know i got it know

and if your dogs now arent around

i hope they made it on the highway to heaven to be with you

and im sorry that i cant write more cause these tears keep coming

and if i heard your voice and saw your face and you told me come this way

id jump through time and space just to see you again

and i know it aint hard up in the clouds of heaven

where i know you went

where you were sent

and my dads ok

he just stil misses you that much and stuff

i remember one time it really hurt

he was bent like an elbow hunched over in the car crying with no avail

and i joined him in

but i learned a life lesson

to treat each day like its last

and i try to have a blast but its just so hard

i can still see the depression in my dads face

i know one day well see you again on the road to heaven

now this is it you see im sorry

but the tears keep running so i guess its later for now

talk to you later