How many?

Damn, I love you, But i dont know what to do

should I pursue? Should i wait back and let you realize?

Cause everytime I stare into your eyes I cant get enough

I see the world, better yet the universe

I see the dark side of the moon, the Suns gloom

The happiness inside, the lonely in your room

I hear the bells and whistles of love

And I catch sight of a thousand doves

My heart Buds, like a flower

And I look up, At the tower in your heart

Where you keep your trust,

I see his name instead of mine

I scream and I cry, But I don't make a sound

My head spins round and I'm back in my mind

It seems to be bind in this hell, This place of despair

This shit ain't fair, This feeling aint rare

Man Why am i Here?

 

 

I shut my soul off from the world, Never get close

Never can boast in my own happiness

Killing my pride was easy

I never had it in me to swamp the rivers

To pull the levers in my voice box

Cause everytime I force myself to tell you

I choke out a few word, You ask whats wrong

I say "I think I heard my name being called, I'll see ya later"

I run away, I start to blame

I run so fast, I start to fly

My feet are so warm, My body's so cold

My hair's a mess, My blood is pumping

I'm yelling, I'm screaming, My heart is thumping

My head is bleeding the words that I said,

My mind is repeating the notes that I read

on how to tell your crush what you feel

I go back home, I eat a meal

I bash my head in my room

I'm bleeding out, I'm breaking in

I see the clouds, I cant win

I hear your name, I shuffle around

I bury the lump in my throat and I realize that I havent said anything yet

I got a second chance, but how many am i gonna get?