Suicide story

She was mad at me for nothing

i gave her love and this how she loves me?

I said "where you going?"

She said "I'm leaving"

I asked her why

She said "I'm sick and tired of breathing"

I pleaded " baby don't do this, You could stick it out, You could get through this"

She cocked the gun and I'd had enough

I saw her finger twitch, Shaking kinda rough

This the last time i'm gonna see her and I can't say shit

I can't move a muscle, can't even flinch

My head is thinking of a million different ways to solve it

Thinking of a thousand different ways to stop a revolver

And I know this isn't love, but I'm trying to resolve her

Trying to fit the pieces together

Trying to fix the weather

I'd do anything for this girl now that I think of it

I come back to life to see her pull the trigger

My mind is blank, My legs feel thicker

My body's heavy, My cup falls to the floor

Her diamond ring Right on the gun

She was a diamond fien, And now she's gone

I'm screaming, I'm cursing, I'm dying

I grab the revolver, It's got one shot left

I put it to my head, I've got one shot left

I see the police running up the sidewalk

I'm contemplating this decision

this is all my fault

I hear her voice, but its just in my head

She's saying "Don't pull the trigger, Don't grip the lead"

I hear the door bust open and I flip my finger

I'm down and out, Its dark I figure

I'm dying, this is scarier than I imagined

I pulled the trigger, Now I'm having flashes of My lady

My love, My fiancee, All the good times,

All the bad days.

I see the diamond ring as I hear shouts of emergency

My mind goes blank, I'm awfully weak

I feel a shock, I feel some heat

My bullet wound, I can feel it bleed

I feel myself dropping off the deep end, I know its me

I'm dead, i'm really dead, I see the sea