Repping the Burn - Flux
• Written by commelafin
commelafin's Notes
I know the recording's bad - sorry I don't have a mic!
Also, the delivery is definitely off at points. I'm also sorry for that, but I was trying to record this for so long I just couldn't be bothered after this take.
[ Verse 1 ]
Saw your Facebook pic
Click, click - liked that, she had the great looks, shit
Better talk to her, romantic fate grew so quick
Always complications, but that was basic shit
So we flirted for a year and a bit, hooked up eventually
Took her from my homie, everyone thought I was mentally
Fucked up, I guess they didn't know what she meant to me
'Cause I was young, and I was dumb, that face was changing me intensively
Friend being all passive aggressive, seeing her more often
Showing massive affection
So it went on for three months or so, undivided attention
Grades dipping, I'm tripping but all good intentions
Only feelings of being strengthened, strong love infection
And those thighs guys, turned my eyes pint sized, they were perfection
And if I was ever mad, she'd be giving me good vibes
But I learned me a lesson
It was a tough one for sure, but the right message
If she has the reputation of a slut, redefine your presence
[ Chorus/Hook ]
Thinking about it, I guess I should be here
It was a big thing, back then but now it's been almost two years
I still think about it, now and then but I can finally hear
These lessons that I've learnt, mother reimbursing me with words
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
I guess these types of feelings hurt
Something you can't swerve
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
[ Verse 2 ]
So at a friend's house for a few days having sleepovers
Never knew I'd lose sleep over the
The message I'd receive there: Beep Beep, it's over
They say beauty's in the eyes of the beholder
And what happens when we hold love for someone so deep
We can't breathe?
Like a tornado met my feelings and stole 'em whole, threw them to the ceiling
Needing a sheathe 'cause
Without these feelings I can't control it, I feel like I'm drowning
But there's not any water around here to show it
Crying through my teeth, but silent in my screaming
The only water that was flowing, was from her eyes on the phone
Just wishing that I could've known
What could I have done better?
Oh wait, new message
That bitch broke up, to close up
With that dick from my bus, I wanted to throw up
Wanted to go up to that bitch and kill him
Wish he knew how I was feeling
Man, she's a hoe and I should've closed up much faster, chop chop
Bullets through my heart, glocks shot
Feeling deep pain after I got popped
And my thoughts seeped through my brain, it hurts so much, and cannot stop
Damn man how the ball has dropped
[ Chorus/Hook ]
Thinking about it back then: why should I be here
We promised each other that it would last at least three years
I still think about it, now and then but I can finally hear
These lessons that I've learnt, mother reimbursing me with words
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
I guess these types of feelings hurt
Something you can't swerve
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
[ Verse 3 ]
I couldn't stand this shit
Wanted to backhand this dick
Woke up each morning with a deep pain
Not being able to handle it
Seemed to be a defender one minute,
and the next I can't seem to render the simplest of
Nearest visions, microscopic editions of crystal sized instances
Gone in an instant
Why was I still surprised? Man, she's going through different guys
Like Mr White, tryna get his crystals right
Or Jessie tryna get his crystal high
Or Saul living his triple figure life
Man, fuck that bitch
Fuck all thots and those hoes and shit
Call me a perverted fireman, the way I've got hose on my dick
I need my family to be happy, my wallets to be thick
I need my friends, all homies to all esses alike
And I ain't repping any gangs, or committing any crime
But time's passed, and she made my life a misery
And I'll do the same thing to anyone that's messing with me
Inevitably, it took time to grab the pain and lower it
I don't even know now if I'm over it
First love's a rollercoaster of emotions, a hot smoldering pit of flames
Or a young boy like me just shouldering a wicked game
This is a lesson
In my class I'm a believer
They say practice what you preach, so you can trust me to be a teacher
Stay away from thots, bitches, hoes and sluts
Whores, slags, roll up
To real girls, no fakes
And hopefully you won't be making the same mistake
That I did, I'll save you a lot of pain
Don't bother with love, go dive into a pit of gains
Something good will happen, your life will change
Only for the better
Only for the better
[ Hook ]
Thinking about it right now, I guess I should be here
A message testament to a lesson that I can finally hear
I think about it, now and then but I'm finally here
Pain ain't all gone, even after nearly two years
But it don't matter, I'm over this shit, reimbursed with words
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
I guess these types of feelings hurt
Something you can't swerve
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
There's a hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
Repping the burn
Hole in my soul, I'm repping the burn
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commelafin
Member since October 15 2014