It's so loud inside my head with words that I should've said/
as I drown in my regrets, I can't take back the words I never said/
I can't take back the words I never said/
I admit it's hard to explain when your the one feeling all the pain/
it's as if the world has turned cuz something is destroying the cells
in our brains/
I've never taken life as a game cuz I don't believe in second chances/
felt misplaced, broken to pieces - everything is a disaster/
inside I'm weak so it's difficult to properly speak/
and this beat that I'm spitting to is actually helping me - finally
tell every single one of you/
don't believe every single word because 75% of it isn't true/
sometimes I can be confused when you lot tell me to capture the truth/
rap whatever's in this simple mind of mine as I step in the booth/
but then you show me what it's like in your point of view/
fake friends all around - and they're coming straight to you/
and I'm surprised I'm only saying it now in this life/
when I write these rap I say in my mind I'll always pick up a pen
instead of a knife/
every single sentence has finally been let out/
won't take back anything, cuz TGH's time is now/
oh wow, you actually thought I'd back down/
I maybe scared as I'm living but the world still has to hear my sound/
...even I begin to drown.../
It's so loud inside my head with words that I should've said/
as I drown in my regrets, I can't take back the words I never said/
I can't take back the words I never said/
It's been so long it's almost been life long but I gotta get by strong/
in the position I was placed I thought I belong but I guess I was wrong/
never had nothin' to say and I payed for it everyday/
I wish I could run away faraway until I grow a strong vertebrae/
I knew I would come up stronger someday slowly it all went from black to
grey/
the only way I could gain strength a mind re-function I underwent/
most of my life I spent listening to Eminem and 50 cent/
I started to rap and I was shit so my style I had to reinvent/
I may want to invent an ego that would be dope but the demon I may
want to prevent/
being speechless like a venus flytrap/
in my music i go way back you hoes aint been there yh u been
quarterback/
your too afraid of your past you couldn't even throwback/
I'm comin' for payback I'm bout to launch my counterattack like a
maniac/
I'm risin' up an you can't speak you got an invalid syntax/
"how did this happen" you better backtrack/
now i am the definition of police brutality stab you in the heart call it
cardiac arrest/
now u literally rot in jail cop comes by like "sure take another rest"/
now i have the voice to speak out i dont have to sneak about/
It's so loud inside my head with words that I should've said/
as I drown in my regrets, I can't take back the words I never said/
I can't take back the words I never said/
I need to get some sleep but I feel angry, depressed/
feels like day by day I'm falling apart piece by piece/
at this rate I'll soon be deceased/
the clocks ticking everything I try it ain't stickin' no shittin this was self
written/
is life really worth livin what's on offer who am I kiddin/
each day it's my decision trying to get on top of life/
likes it's a constant mission sittin' here now thinkin' to myself how am
I gonna do it when I can't even pursue it/
achieving I wouldn't know it everything I do I'll just blow it to
smithereens/
my situation is worse than it seems/
at the end of everyday I'm left with broken dreams and it deems on
you the devil is on to fucking you up until he makes you shut up
permanently/
isn't a nice sight to see the day I leave this earth is the day I'll be free/
It's so loud inside my head with words that I should've said/
as I drown in my regrets, I can't take back the words I never said/
I can't take back the words I never said/
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Ambitious
Member since September 13 2014