Shipwreck

See me, I'm just ya regular guy.

 

Never done anything bad, never gotten high.

 

Everything I do, it always seems dry.

 

Had to move out, swear it made me cry.

 

But im out of this, I knew I had to take a risk

 

Four slits on my wrist

 

Had to become a fucking rap wiz

 

Me and you, like fucking wahoo punch

 

Go to the grocery store, get some captain crunch

 

We'll have a brunch.

 

Each day seems to get harder and harder

 

And each day, I can't even get smarter

 

Trying to talk to my friend whos name is parker

 

We had different ideas

 

They made me speechless

 

I turned lifeless

 

All he wanted to do was become topless

 

and I wasnt about that

 

Everything I do, and what makes it like that

 

Like rata tat tat you fucking brat get off of me

 

I bet I can guarantee

 

you're fucking absence meant nothing about me

 

no phone calls or anything.

 

Yet I see you still texting, him but not me, and the fuck you say?

 

I was fucking busy, I wish it were that way.

 

Im just a little sad you dont care about me anymore

 

I know we broke up, but this aint no war.

 

This is so damn complex

 

All like a fucking shipwreck

 

You made it like a vortex

 

So please, get out of my brain

 

I'm going insane thinking about you

 

After everything we been through

 

I cant even view you the same way as before

 

You've changed, not the good girl anymore

 

Smoking weed getting drunk

 

Letting other dudes touch your junk

 

You became unstable

 

Physically unable

 

To move the fucking table, you can't do it alone

 

You can be the fucking queen, have your own throne.

 

I tried to give you my heart but you just wouldnt listen

 

You almost got stuck in fucking prison

 

Didn't even get the vision to change

 

It was all so strange

 

Im puttin lyrics into this song

 

I know this shit may be long

 

But I have to express my self

 

I dont do it for you, but mainly for my health

 

And the fans that I do it with

 

I made them myself

 

I didnt want it to be this way

 

Every single day I had to pray

 

For you to stay

 

But it didnt work

 

Made me question god

 

Like why are you such a big jerk

 

So I decided to stop

 

I made a plot

 

To stop this clot

 

and forever finish this shit that made me rot

 

I think Im done here

Man that's my worst fear