Gone for Awhile

See I've been gone for awhile, lost my motivation while looking for the better me

and to be honest

I still don't got it I probably never even had it

I'm tryna grind and get on my mine, and mind my business while I'm at it

I've been listening to J.Cole, Villematic

Also dreams cuz lately I've been fallen for every girl I can't have

And I always forget the heart break now isn't that magic?

I think it's bad cuz this has happened about nine times

And it'll probably happen again

Scratch that it happened make that 10

Just turned 18 when I woke up

And I still usually have wet dreamz

But I met this girl a couple years younger than me

Now night terrors on my mind

When I close my eyes I see her with someone

Better than me

And she might move away to go live with her little sis

Cuz that's the luv of her life

This place is really far from where I reside

Leaving me like residuals she the biggest part of my life

But last nights night terrors

her on a date

She had a great time even tho this nigga was late

She wants to see him again

Feelin dread on the inside

I know her type

And this niggas just right

So fuck luv I'll just stay on my grind