Downfall

[Hook]

Have you ever been in a room full of people but felt so uninvolved?

Grasping out, trying to breath, but only to sprawl?

Sometimes the best feeling is just feeling nothing at all

Yeah, this is my downfall

 

[Verse 1]

 

Wake up, head pounding, heartbeat bounding, the pain's drowning

From how this is sounding, I'm at wits end, sad thoughts are crowding

More pill downing, this bitch won't leave me alone, always hounding

How long do I have left, the days are counting, no time for clowning

She walks in, already the screams are surrounding, never not frowning

It's astounding how arousing the feeling of absolutely nothing is

Prescriptions in the kitchen, it's sickening to know I did this shit

I'm depressing like a fucking wrist slit, fuck this shit, I'm unfit to listen

It's too late for me, the demons have risen, you can drink my piss, and,

I'll come for anyone, fuck your position, this rap shit I stay with it

I don't rap about money and bitches, because truth is I don't get shit

Highly sadistic, will slap bitches, I eat snickers and snitches, breakfast

Fucked a bitch on the asphalt, snorting bath salts

I'm higher than the amount of money in rapper's cash vaults, slack off

I'm a jerk-off, as intense as a bake-off, as obvious as a fake cough

It's that young kid, head full of dumb shit, got the gun equipped

Future bright like an eclipse, dick gripped, cool whipped

Now my jeans unzipped, tell the hoe kiss the tip, just a lick

Not that rich, backhand a fat bitch if she act quick

My goals are just out of reach like a center back itch

 

 

 

[Hook]

Have you ever been in a room full of people but felt so uninvolved?

Grasping out, trying to breath, but only to sprawl?

Sometimes the best feeling is just feeling nothing at all

Yeah, this is my downfall

 

[Verse 2- Cervo]

 

People will never see the true me, wearing a comedian mask

Happy thoughts cowering and running away out of my dome

The only way to see me smile if you give me a Chelsea Grin

Sinister shit spreading through like a disease, getting me interested in sin

Trying to get it all out of my head, used to meditate, now the brain I medicate

Prescriptions never assist me, more evil thoughts set free

People thinking interrogating me will look like they care

Similarity is the uses of masks, but mine's of a higher quality

Odd person, not interested in being intimate

Only feel lust towards a fallen angel, he attracts and seduces

Almost always have to deal with his verbal abuses

Sometimes I just fill myself up with lead

No problems touching me if I'm dead

 

 

 

[Hook]

Have you ever been in a room full of people but felt so uninvolved?

Grasping out, trying to breath, but only to sprawl?

Sometimes the best feeling is just feeling nothing at all

Yeah, this is my downfall

 

[Verse 3]

 

I slam my thoughts into these stanzas, a savage, no time for manners

I go to your funeral in pajamas, very slandered, ya flows are standard

Your dumb raps leave me angered, leave your question unanswered

Who is this kid? He's so confusing, he thinks he can rap, it's amusing

Fuck you niggas, I ain't stopping I'm refusing, whether if I'm losing,

Or winning, you full of shit dude like a turkey on Thanksgiving

Tryna shake me off, fuck it I'm clinging, dark upbringing

The glass half full, shit mines fucking brimming

No need to lie about your life, it's unconvincing, no room for mistake these rap niggas unforgiving

 

 

 

[Hook]

Have you ever been in a room full of people but felt so uninvolved?

Grasping out, trying to breath, but only to sprawl?

Sometimes the best feeling is just feeling nothing at all

Yeah, this is my downfall