My Personal 8 Mile

Sometimes I just feel like, quittin' I still might

Sometimes I just wanna give up, it's eleven at night

Often I can't sleep, my dreams are even worse than, though inspired by real life

I really just wanna show y'all waht I really feel like, 'cause deep on the inside

I'm just missing some insight, my heart and brain having fistfights

Wanna show you what it is like, to lead a life like me

Yeah, misery loves company they say, and that saying really conveys my dismay

That's on point like I was punctual, but my life's pointlike dysfunctional

Word up, this situation I'm facing is way more than just uncomfortable

It is wretched, but I refuse to feel or act desperate

I just look at the slanting picture trying to reconnect it, it's pathetic, yeah I get it

I attract so much shit, I start to believe I'm magnetic

And everyone's unapologetic for the stuff I have to go trough

You say I overdo? I say sucess is way overdue

Something out of the blue, that brightens up your field of view

Like someone sent you an angel, and he's just walking up too you

Telling you all will turn out okay and loose some of that weigh on your shoulders

Now regain your composure

 

Time to be a a man, do whatever you can

Time for me to just stand up, and travel new land

Time to really just take matters into my own hands

Time to make a fucking statement and take a stand

Put my soul in this song, like the #Big #One (#Come #Along)

And fuck non existing supporters, I'm making it on my own

Only way that I know how to escape my personal 8 Mile Road

 

I'm walkin' these train tracks, tryin' to regain back

The spirit I had 'fore I go back to the same crap

To the same plant, in the same pants

Tryin' to chase rap, gotta move ASAP

And get a new plan, momma's got a new man

Fuck all thes ignorants, they just don't understand

Sit around on that park bench, nothing but a pen and a pad

Trying to visualize the drama going on in my head

While still asking my mother for the dad I never had

But I keep runnin' from somethin' I never wanted so bad!

Sometimes I get upset, really because I seem unable to get up and upstep

It's like I grew up, but I ain't grow me two nuts yet

The pressure's too much man, I'm just tryin' to do what's best

Sick and tired of just trying, the pain and the crying

Yeah, fuck telling lies, not a moment goes by

That I don't pray to the sky, that I keep asking the Lord

To forgive me for my sins and just lead me toward a stable future and not into bars

But these I spit from my heart, yo I hope you can hear me homey wherever you are

Yo I solemnly swear I won't be tomorrow

Yo, ******* I loved you, but you were easy to say goodbye

But now I'm a changed guy, middle finger to you

'Cause if I couldn't fuck you then I guess it's on you to do so

And don't think I'Il forget y'all actions the second I blow

I'll make it on my own

Y'all can 8 digit me, like the fucking binary code

#Bite #Me #Yo

 

Time to be a a man, do whatever you can

Time for me to just stand up, and travel new land

Time to really just take matters into my own hands

Time to make a fucking statement and take a stand

Put my soul in this song, like the #Big #One (#Come #Along)

And fuck non existing supporters, I'm making it on my own

Only way that I know how to escape my personal 8 Mile Road

 

Yo I ain't done yet, but I don't need a third verse

Wait for this track's inverse