Restart

I feel like slowly collapsing,

Like this thing I'm doing, rapping,

Is getting me nowhere, I'm lagging,

I got so much bad rep, I went incognito,

That changed nothing, still got played like a fuckin' casino,

You know, I'm that headache dressed in a fuckin' tuxedo,

Swatted daily, they hate me, annoying like a fuckin' mosquito,

 

I wish I could just #restart,

Ay, I truly hate feeling so starved,

It's all fading, the love in my heart,

Why can't I just #restart,

My life can't truly be this dark,

I really am just a deadbeat kid torn apart,

It's all returning, the hate in my heart,

Why can't I just #restart,

 

Disregard what happened in the past,

Discard it, but fuck it' I've already darkened,

I'm slipping away, almost parting,

But until then, remember one thing: my bargain,

Don't live life totally forgotten,

Do something productive before you're out of options,

Don't be like me, don't inhale the toxin,

Exhale the bad times, not your conscience

 

I wish I could just #restart,

Ay, I truly hate feeling so starved,

It's all fading, the love in my heart,

Why can't I just #restart,

My life can't truly be this dark,

I really am just a deadbeat kid torn apart,

It's all returning, the hate in my heart,

Why can't I just #restart,

 

Hot eventually fades to rain,

So soon, I hope I will gain,

Enough sense to feel all the pain,

But let's face it, I really haven't changed,

Still a wannabe rapper, with fake gold chains,

Take it from me, a good time is something to maintain,

Promise me this, don't live your life vague and mundane