Untitled Song

Everyone knows me as Young pud but no one knows the real struggles that ive been trough.

 

You see I'm troubled by the things that I see age. of 14 already sippin lean now gimme some more green so I'm not lost, lost in this world of nicotine and coke phenes.

 

But the grass is always greener on the other side baby, take me to paradise away from this life of being faded it's over-rated this is all that I identify (know) the hustle life is what patty chose and I know this is not the right roaaadd I want my life to change I need my life to change

 

Every time I leave my house my mother begins to worry. Take another shot until my blood begins to clot, alcohol poising, drug overdosing I grew up with something but I still have nothing to show for it. Living in Saskatoon we call it the City of bridges I'd say more like the city of bridges and sick bitches! We all just live to make it but half of us be faking it, girls don't even deserve respect when they're out here trying to fetch. Trying to make girls jealous bitch your just the definition of needy. It’ll be alright tho you'll see one day that you’re just being needy greedy and easy. Love comes and goes boys need to stop fuckin with them hoes platinum and ice is nice but anything goes when it comes to hoes. no one’s ever gunna change we disappear from our families to spend time with these influential goofs half these people I wish I never fucking met no trust because I know I'm just another checkpoint in your path of destruction and now your custing out like circdisolay sniff sniff piss piss away your monayyy

 

Now I’m not saying I've never made any mistakes because we all know I've made many mistakes my brains insane no one can understand my thoughts day after day wake up put on makeup and bake up daily routine of the old pud here just looking for brighter days and a smile on my mother’s face realizing things are just going to get harder makes going to sleep harder up all night maybe our minds think alike like a light... Bulb smart sharp and very bright

 

some may think I'm insane but I look pain right in the eye while others sigh and cry ambition of a youngin never lose faith and my expectations always create the pain that breaks me down I begin to dwell but that's just how I do. quick painless forget ness it's only temporary then I grab the bong and Chooch it up like Cheech and Chong pass out wake up all fucked up now I'm tired of this life tired of these lies no one can describe why I'm dealt this hand in life but it's time to figure it out… put it out like that first cigarette what a regret but don't fret cause I know I'm a mess but look at all my success

 

All these people Trina know me how do you expect to know me when I don't even know me? kinda lost wish someone would guide me but no one seem to give a damn were all stuck in the silence trying to get through this trip we call life

 

I miss you I miss you I miss you so much things changed maybe for the better when I say I miss you I mean I miss the old me the person I was before all the heart aches and downgrades