Dear grandpa,

One night I pressed a razor to my skin/

Always promised myself it'd never happen again/

How the fuck can I keep that promise when living feels like a sin/

I really fuckin feel all the hatred within/

I memorize my scars and how bad I fell apart/

But you were the fucking reason, shooting me unarmed/

I'll never forget your face, constantly it haunts me/

You never gave a fuck, that I garentee/

And if you did, you could've let me down a little more easily/

But now you're just a bitch, actually youre Tyrone's bitch/

I hope those fucking jumpsuits make your balls itch/

And I really really hope they find your body lying in a ditch/

And leave you helpless and bleeding, just like I was/

But nothing even matters, live fast and die young/

I bet you really wish you could just kill me like you said you would/

I burned all your shit, you want it?/

Dig around the ashes burried beneath under all the fire wood/

All I ever wanted was a normal family,to be happy, and a hug/

And now if i wanna be happy I just end up getting drunk/

Fueling my own fire, the one that burns buildings/

But now I'm here, just sitting here, simply storytelling/

"No" was never an option/

I deserve what I have gotten/

You probably think you're some type of thug/

Yeah, straight outta Compton/

But that shits wack and so is your life/

All this fucking time I've put up a pointless fight/

Well now I think I'm okay, at least the blood dried/

But just know your 33 year sentance will never equal how much you've made me want to die/

You know, seeing you at the stand really made me know/

How one day you can be unseen, in jail by tomorrow/

Karma is my bitch and she told me she loved me/

Next day she fucked my feelings, came on my soul carelessly/

Do me a favor, read this at my funeral/

Well, ask my dad/

He might not find it suitable/

I wish I could spit you this and throw dirt on your ass/

But the only way I could talk to you is through a thin piece of glass/

And over a phone that you could never call your own/

You're just a fucking pussy, nigga that's been shown/

I know I'm not the only one waiting for you to die/

I'll make sure to make the news national/

Yeah, nationwide/

Let's call it "the man who raped his grandaughter and took all her pride"/

But fuck you bitch don't think you got the best of me/

I got my little sister, and my baby/

At least I know that they won't leave me/

But if they did I'd probably steal my dads keys/

And drive off the tollroad, kill myself anonymously/

 

 

But here's a big FUCK YOU to the man who took my dignity./