Prologue (Prelude)

I remember when I was a kid, Growing up in the city

My mother moved me out because the public education was shitty

I was like 5 or 6, new town it was all a blur to me

I was getting thoughts that have never occurred to me

Will I have friends will the home sickness ever end?

Why do I keep turning everything down my mom recommends

"I just wanna see nana and papa" never saw them enough

Now I'm standing over my grandfathers coffin all stuffed up

Lifes fucked up, I feel the guilt for not being there as much as I wanted

My thoughts are haunted, the days after had me sauntered

I felt like there was no place for me to go, emotions in a bunch

Then my boss pissed me off, aimed for door in the motion of a punch

Cracked that motherfucker, damn I wish I could crack that motherfucker

Why the fuck does she think I'm lying, what about my grandmother

And this roof I stand under, One day this shit will plunder

But until then I'm fulfilling every last dream for my papa

Like when I was 10 and that faggot bully held me in the snow mound

He tried to show out, ye why don't fuck with me I got nowhwere to go now

 

Hook.

 

Each rhyme I scribble is a moment of my life

Trying to describe to you just what I am like

When I first started writing It was all Greek to me

That's why every person I battled was defeating me

Finally I put the pen to the paper, put shame to haters

I was a procrastinator, but you can get your ass kicked later

Listened to every rap song on the radio closely for killing

I was like a blooming flower but my pedals were wilting

After the cam lewis ep, roots and lewis lp I was hiding my face

My quality was shitty mixing done by myself what a disgrace

Like when I lived in 41 Mill Street right near savin hill

Where to little boys stole a bike and got stabbed and killed

I keep having this visions that one day I'll be successful

But they faded away when I heard Jonathan caught a chest full

Rest in peace little homie, have fun up in paradise

Join up with all the the stars shining in the sky

If Silence is Golden why does the shy kid get picked on

Just thought I needed to tell you about myself in this song