bad dreamz

bad dreamz

wasn't nothin like that....

man, it wasn't nothin like that first time, I was in my math class, short hair, brown skin, like I'm bad man.

sat beside u, used to laugh, had bad jokes. the teacher always got mad, so I stand short. I started off so innocent, I had my vibe so a homie started picking it. I was a youngin straight crusher trying play this stuff cool. but my homie couldn't wait to get to school. cuz when I see them high on them and there hits on them and them chicks on them gets me daydreaming, man what? I'm thinking how they rhyme on it, if they sit on it, if u kick on it. make it hard for me to stand up. my time goes by, attractions gettin deep and bad dreaming thinkin that I'm cashin, but I'm sleeping. I need it bad, and I ain't never been upset before, he wrote a note that said," u ever had drugs before?" damn. and I ain't never did it before no,x8

verse 2

I wrote back and said,"of course I never had before" knowing I was stunning. I said,"I'm like a no", man, knowing I was fronting. but if they told my truth I knew I'd get played out, son. never been in drugs since the day I was in vidcon. but, they don't know that, so then he wrote back and told me,"oh it's a no homie, well u gotta show me. my papas gone for the weekend, so Saturday, have a party and freakin" that's when my heart start hurting, and my body started shaking, homie, u just woke my lil angel up. I'm thinking how that bottle look drinking when we dancing in the crib. homie, plz don't make me do this. I wrote back like "no, doesn't sound like a plan" still tryna play it cool, sound like man. but I was scared to death, my brother my stomach turned. threatening me, knowing "man well I was really screwed. and I ain't never did it before no,x8

verse 3

u know that feeling when u do something for the first time, I hope that they do notice it's my first time. I'm hoping that my words is big enough to fight with. and most of all I'm praying "God don't let them do this. I'm watching u tube trying to see just how to run right, practice running thousands times, if they mad right. I'm in da crib, now my stinking palms sweatin. with a pocket full of notes and an injection. that's when my hands start touching, and my face start crushing. and a homie roll over on top. and then he get the bottles in popping, and my hands start shaking, on me, oooh man plz stop. it's time for action, pull out the notes real smooth, yea, just how I practice, but right before I pulled them out, I flinched and stand up and said,"I wanna get something off my brain, I can tell ur pro's, but man be gentle, cuz.

cuz I ain't never did it before no,x8