What you dont know

you only know what i let you see.

nobody knows the real me.

sometimes i sit and think, what if they could all just see?

would they all just get up and leave?

 

i know my life isn't as bad as some.

but somedays i just feel so numb.

 

trying to smoke to get away from pain.

my parents think of me as a damn shame.

i look at me and think "you're the one to blame"

"do you think this is all just one big game?"

 

trying to fake a smile to get through the day.

but no matter what it always just seems so gray.

i can feel my life just slipping away.

is there a reason no one seems to stay?

 

everyday is like living through a nightmare.

I'm walking alone with no feelings to spare.

i do okay, during the day; but after that non seems to stay.

 

yeah she's smiling but don't let that fool you.

she's got a dark side that she won't show you.

i know she seems so strong on the outside.

but really she has pain that she hides.

 

she looks up at the stars and she got good vibes.

she wiped away tears she held inside.

after awhile everything disappeared;

she realized the end was very near.

she took a look around as she said goodbye.

she swallowed those pills as she closed her eyes.