Isolation Is Great For The Mind

I'm sick of being alone

My phone hasn't beeped home doesn't

complete me. I've been decieved by my peers

to believe recieving love is the final frontier

Then again Been this damned hermit for more than

I'm willing to admit no permit allows isolation

like this lack of motivation write this frustration

No longer patient to my own mind in time I'll rhyme

My mad hatter coming outta his chitterchatter

be my remainder personal space invader

Reach me teach me impeach me delete these

incomplete be the only word in my vocabulary

Reverse evolutionary my fear be

to see my own coffin lowered coughing uncovered

the pastor seeing past the next tombstones

because in subtle gloom I've proved

My lack of love my spiritual self the only witness

Of my death, worse than any sickness the sickest sadness

 

So in the depth of my despair unfamiliar reflection

From unfair mirrors paint my portrait

Stand 6 ft full of hate lost all traction self distraction

My wings drag the ground blood red feather seethe in sound

So lets ask the social isolation to buy the next round

 

If this is my legacy

Born of half-finished never quite there

Ill twist this frown to a smile independently

Ill find ectasy buried in the single file mile while

writing the right thing to say on my doomsday

I fear ill stray, as Ive done before, knocking deaths door down

with a needle and my ever twisted frown, and If I never come down

Reduced to a mound of rubble on the ground place my crown

to the next intelligently stupid child found escaping with sound

Make him read my vows

It goes, never let those near you that used to fear you

The beast hasn't been tamed I'm merely ashamed and buried him

6 ft under my skin

It goes, Trust is rushed to be crushed by our nature so give that gift

and expect the rust to interrupt and corrupt your lust

I'm only speaking from the 5th line of my bible

This reaks of that time I killed my childhood not suicidal

merely born of idle care and anticipation

So lets blame my social isolation