getting this shit out

i feel like the world is gonna swallow me up,

nah, not depressed, just willing to pour my thoughts to a cup,

some days i feel like i stand for nothing,is she in suspense,

that was an acronym, written in present tense

fuck it, i dont even know why im writing this shit

is it good? who cares, at least im putting in effort,

rappings not what i wanna do, its just a way for me

to get out my emotions, none of my other hobbies let me, 'cept maybe,

i can lay down all my anger, in a short film,

but this will be probably the eighti-

eth time ive done this, and unsuccesfully,

im unhappy with what i create, feels like im burnt to the third degree,

i invest my time, invest every dime, it becomes my life,

its an uphill climb,

and yet, when the day is over,

im just about to blow my composure,

but it settles and im back again,

ready to get back to my den,

make this motherfucker intense,

but it proves to be den-ted,

so im just another one of the million,

whos ready keen and willing,

but i guess what im saying is

i need to get better. now.