Pain behind those eyes!!

Shes just a lonley girl who has suicidal thoughts shes just an heartbroken girl whos in pieces she wishes someone would take her hand and tell her " everythings gonna be fine", but theres been so much time that shes...gave up on the things thats important shes gave up on the people she needed,everyday she wakes up looks in the mirror and doesnt know who she is its a horror,she goes downstairs to find her mom pissed up drinking sambuca shots shes got tiny cuts on her legs she just says there spots,shes got nobody to turn to she cant learn at school coz of the kids taking the mick calling her a fool,she just wants a boy who would call her boo and treat her with food but...every boy she she sees they hurt her feelings her wrist starts freezing so she finds her only friend and fills her arm with bleeding,for god sake people she needs blessing coz...on the inside shes wonderful shes got a heart whats so powerful but her tears just never stop leaking,theres no need to pick ona girl who minds her own business she just feels so God damn fearless its not hard to just...keep your nasty comments to yourself she needs so much fucking help shes going through alot,she probably think shes in hell,her moms an alcoholic her dads just a lunatic he always hits her and makes sure she tells her teachers that she fell,those scars on her wrist are only getting deeper her minds getting weaker shes ran out of excuses what to tell to the teacher,everybody just laughes when someone decides to leave~her, every night shes up crying her cheeks are never drying she just feels like shes dying,shes through with the trying,her lil brother died when she was 8 she had to carry on lying and closing the gate,everyday she visits the boys grave,shes so brave but no fucker seems to see it,so much hate throwing at her beautiful face its insane,a bully once told her "I hope you bleed until it drips to the drain" it got her thinking...her heart just started sinking,her parents just kept on drinking,its like shes on a lonley road pouring with rain,as the days went by she stopped asking why and told everybody "this maybe my last night!",but no one seemed to care so she sat on her chair thinking of all those lies,pulled her sleeve up did alittle cut then thought "fuckit!,ive got no future anyway!" The blade contacts the vein she doesnt know what to do shes all alone in the house with blood dripping to the carpet she gets the paper towel and trys to stop the bleeding shes needing...an ambulance in greeting,she attempts to get to the phone but she collapses on the floor,she knew she wouldn't make it so she sits besides the door shuts her eyes and says " im coming brother im not in misery any more?!