Come to Realize.

Press play to this audio tape that I'm about to create

In fate we test the dreams of our mistakes

They tear us apart when we came so far

You've left me many scars upon my arms

The little girl inside of me is crying as she holds her broken doll

Built up this castle just to watch it fall as my head bangs against this wall

No going back the past is in the past but the future is for the one that makes it last

The race of this path of thorns and pain

Wheres the gain when I'm surrounded in hate?

Was I supposed to be brought here by someone who claimed they'd change?

I'm so far in that I'm starting to feel strange yet inside I'm barely alive

Don't just watch me dive into a pit of lies

They promised me all my dreams, but all I got were false schemes

But look at me now, lost in the dark and no where to be found

In a way I built this plan to escape, I know I'm no longer in good shape

Yet when I look at the situation, my eyes open and I can't pretend

I've used this before with other people who are now a voice within the wind

I let them go to find myself again, regain the positive person

When I let them take away who I really was within now I ask

And you're doing the same thing to me as fire burns my skin?

I really thought I could believe now I only grieve

Its the same shit all over and now its too late for a sorry and flowers

To make it go away, I'm in repeat in this dream that'll never end

So tell me again that you'll change and this isn't pretend

That its not a game that you're trying to play but instead

I sit here and listen to your stories of a better future as we bask in glory

Look at your actions though they stay the same

While I wait and wait for some fucking change

I begin to decay with the lies and you'll realize when its too late

That a loyal person can only take so much when they're treated bait

For your satisfaction to catch something better, isn't that great?

Just realize the kindness that I poured out of trust and not lust

So maybe one day you'll find a mate that accepts the treatment as they rust

Cause you not giving a single fuck gets old you really have no luck

As you stay the same the other person fades away while you play

Once you grow up all of us will be gone

Because you finally get you've only been a pawn

And you'll be alone with your heavy heart and soul

Now I'll let karma take its toll