My Story

Wanna know my story?

 

Yeah,

I was just a kid always staying on the grid,

Minding my own business and believed i was the fittest,

Until one day God decided to do something that I had to witness,

Surrounded by nothing but illness

Thought i had greatness,

Thought i was bravest,

But then i became nothing

Something like a waitress

 

I was sad,

I was lost,

All I wanted, was some dosh

 

People always said you choose your family,

But see things don't work that easily

 

Truthfully all i see is a number

When I see it all I wanna do is make a stutter,

 

I look up to God and know its a message

So I grab the Bible and look it up in the passage,

Yeah, I try to read it

All I see is another language,

I cant tell what the fuck is going on

who are you to judge?

You're the one that is always holding a grudge.

I try to read it but i feel like im reading something in Dutch

Crap, I think i need something to punch

 

All this shit is making me wanna crack,

Yeah where the fuck are you Jack?

I thought you had my back

But in fact you were nothing but a rat!

 

I look back now and think where the fuck have you all gone?

So all I do is sit and wait for dawn to approach

I see nothing move but some kind of cockroach?

 

So here I am now sitting on the back of a stagecoach

Looking for directions

Filled with so many questions

 

yeah,

Where the fuck are you when i needed you most?

I feel like im nothing but a

GHOST

 

Maybe its time for me to host something

Maybe its time for me to do the thumping

 

Or maybe its time for you to listen!