Polite N Nice

I’ve got competition on my left my final decision on my right

Never thought I would get to where I am today without loosing a fight

But tonight it’s not just about me putting on a display to reunite

My past, present and future that have never been quite right

And I know I have never been alright to actually decide

Whether I'm too cold to ware a sweater or too cold put aside

My whole past with pride so that I can provide

Love for my present care for my future so that I can live my life

I know I used to be the guy that's so polite N nice

But who I am today will stay okay, with sugar and spice

Don't even try to change me cause I never leave without goodbyes

Don't care about your size, don't even apologise

I was on the wrong N never to strong giving you the wrong advice

Didn't care all along unaware it took too long

But I promise you I swear to you, I will get you to where you belong

Like the greats back in the day when they lived life wrong

Tryna talk to em play ball with em or sing a little birdsong

But somehow I raise my eyebrow

Next destination is heaven now

Watched you suffer twenty four seven, started to buffer when I was eleven

Giving the impression that I was in a lesson, learning the bad shit from my patient

Inside me as he told thee I was a decoy of his creation

I know I've made mistakes in my life, learnt from them as know I strive

Not to be stupid once but so I think twice

In order to become guy with sugar N spice

A better T and that is me the guy who is polite N nice

 

I'm just a kid thats tryna change N live his own life

Nothing crazy or that just polite N nice

I've change myself independently with help from Jesus Christ

Not the guy that was shit, a new guy with sugar N spice