If I Had

It all started with the tingle in my heart

Never would've imagine it would develop to this cut

My feelings to you was more than just a facade

I dare not to project my emotions as loud as a bazaar

And most people find it bizarre

I ask myself why can't love be as quiet as the star

So I held myself and try not to be that transparent

I know that time with me ain't that pleasant

hence I let her off and search for a better pavement

 

(Chorus)

If I had......

If I had... ( told her what I feel at her presence)

If I had....( but I let her go and she would never be my crescent)

If I had that one more chance, she'll never leave and go

 

I just met her at the junction this afternoon

She was opposite of my designated route

I could not function normally as I could

I cannot face her at this phase

So I try to slow down with my pace

Try to keep my nerve down; not to chase

If this is a race, I would've lost her in the maze

I'm not amazed at my ability to put down what I've raised

She end up seeing me

And I ran up to receive in

Just a few words from each other

Greetings, blessings but not the wishings of a pair of lover

End up so emotional that I couldn't even focus

Need a little hocus pocus to bring me back to my fortress

Regrets reflect and recollect the past that I want to reset

I know I ain't that perfect but only...

 

(Chorus)

If I had......

If I had... ( told her what I feel at her presence)

If I had....( but I let her go and she would never be my crescent)

If I had that one more chance, she'll never leave and go

 

Walking down the lonely alley

Wonder if only this world is make up of pony and fairy

How good would that be

And now I'm sitting down on this chair, penning down my despair

If only I am well verse in the art of love, could make it one of my flair

Heart's burning, calculate in celcius

Love's churning, it can even melt tears

If I had that courage to tell her my feelings, it would not end up this grievous

If I had....