What do I feel?

the only thing that real, is the pain i feel

when i see you, ya played me like a fool

you stabbed me in the back, bitch i aint giving no slack

i gave you my trust, what you do? crumbled it up

you threw it to the ground, i had a fucking break down

the next day at school, i tried to keep it cool

saw you coming my way, didnt know what to say

you say cory im sorry, do you still love me? i say hardly

can we make it work, that made me berserk

i dont mad often, but i wanted to see you in a coffin

you were with two guys beside me, damn how could i not even see

 

that shit fucked me up, started drinking lean from a double cup

smoke to numb the pain, the only thing i saw was the rain

there goes nearly a year down the drain

my first real relationship, i guess you werent ready to commit

just looking to make it through, when you said i love you, i thought it was true

going to school drunk and high, right outside i look to the sky

then i broke down and started to cry, i felt so bad i wanted to die

just so i didnt have to feel the pain, just wanted to put one in my brain

took a year to get over, and to think, without any closure

now im getting turnt with my crew, trying to fill the whole in my heart

left by you