Pain and Pleasure

I never knew I could be this fragile, Until trouble came in agile

Unable to think or fight back, So I wrote a rap track

In hope of that, Strength, Although rappers do pretend

To possess something greater than their lyrics

So here I am feel it, Pain is running rampant like teens on syrup

Can't nobody here it, Friends don't wanna go near it

How could I break so easily, I think after my recovery I might go beastly

Power is obtained through the pain on a killing spree

Fucking killing me, An epiphany is what treated me from

Pain extended to a degree, Platinum plaques can't write philosophy

So why does it bother me, Success brings power and responsibility

So as my agility returns these haters get a burn, As I been able to avert

My death which in turn becomes a blessing, No longer can I be testing

As the student became the teacher through mental progressing

Ain't nobody but a handful of people helped write my prequel

To my blow up, Awards ain't worth the show up, I've really grown up

Now an owner, Lyrical honer, Ignorant like homer

But to an extent where haters now resent my reply's heaven sent

My blessings ain't spent, Got about One hundred billion more to the cent

So let me be the next great event, And live a double life Clark Kent

Not scared of rocks, So watch me apprehend a few,

Fermenting rhymes for you, Pain and Pleasure, Pleasure and Pain

Either way to say it one leads to the other and one describes a mother

As my verse ends tell all my haters and them, Hate as much as you want

But I never gave up on my friends or forgot to make amends

This is the ending line, Fucking awesome rhyme, I must say so myself

Who is your pleasure and who is the pain that kills yourself