Buddy Pals

I never tried to push away a friend,

But since the days are getting crazy, my morals have gone astray again,

This is something I hope that I never have to say again,

And even though the guy is dope, this guy’s a victim to my pen,

 

Way back when I was doing my thing,

Cause most know me as a floater that can rap and can sing,

I met a lot of different people, and there’s one I remember,

The one I fell for when I saw her in the coming September,

 

She’s a flirt and a tease, A hug and a squeeze,

She’s got me so floored, that I got dirt on my knees,

So please don’t ask me that I tell you her name,

Because at this point, who she is ain’t part of my game,

 

She burned my heart into flames, and I had friendly competition,

With a slick smooth stud, also in my position,

I gave my rhythmic renditions with perfect passive precision,

But they eyed each other hard, cause their mouths were on a mission,

 

I’m not missing being with a crew, but if before I only knew,

That this was just the girl for me, I know what I had jumped into,

I was screwed, and later on they took the time to screw each other,

So now I have to sit around and watch these new and glooming lovers,

 

But all the same, she looks at me, her eyes are gleaming in my head,

And even though I known her for a little bit, I start to dread,

Worse still is I’m cursed, filled with awkward moments,

When the second girl within the group will flirt and try to show it,

 

But fuck it, cause I know it, I can’t run from all of this,

If only I didn’t see her, if only they didn’t kiss,

If only I didn’t stick to them and fill my heart with bliss,

Because even though I’m sad, there’s lot about them I can miss,

 

I liked that they accepted me, which most can rarely do,

And I’m happy that they mixed into their group and joined the stew,

Plus, even though I’m mainly yellow bellied, now I’m feeling blue,

Because I seem to lose my mind and this poor girl don’t have a clue,

 

She laughs so hard at all my jokes, she’s gasping for air,

She lets me give massages as I play with her hair,

And even though she said that’s only her so I was aware,

I hope that somewhere deep inside, there’s a part that truly cares.

 

I know that nothing that I say gonna change all this,

And I never want to make the rap arrange all this,

But the shit I’m workin’ with is smelling strange, all piss,

So I’m gonna take the time and get away, all bliss.