Trilla (remix)

Okay lately I haven't been the same nigga lately

But I've been up staying really late, G

And this nothing that can really change me

But I think inside I am a boy in another mind.

And inside, I struggle to take back what's mine.

Whether if I have the time or not.

I can't relate to you niggas and stay from these niggas so I guess I need some time away

Whether it's at night and I am making a beat while beating my meat

Or eating a bunch of food that tastes very sweet

Or attempting to keep my room looking very neat

I woke up in the morning

I remembered something important

I was conflicted in the mind and being a fucking liar

I remember quiz day my partner got high when he did that test he reached the fire

But I won't retire. I realized that work is work and I have to give more than I'm worth

Even if I am worth 50 cent. Like I can get Eminem to work.

I wish I can make that bootie twerk.

And give my like some really good perks

We all just started as a little sperm.

And we start on this planet.

Whatever life is why do people act fucking lifeless

Taking another person's kid.

Even though I kid about shit that I couldn't resist...

Momma's going to slap me on the wrist.

And I know that I know's better

I know better to not take that powder and learn how to nose better.

You see what I did there? A play-on

Born in New York moved to Florida, we got my dad's side all closer to us

But I really miss the north. Our summers are 100 while they get like 71.

I miss all my friends and my educational experience that I had to tend.

Now I am 15, still without mixtape and drugs I won't intake.

Don't inhale weed.

Trust me in the end you'll be begging for money on you knees

In the the end you'll get less than a ki.

While you are smoking weed I could a Grammy

Or make up money to head up to study and make money for my family.

It's all how life is.

You grow up good or your life is shit.

We try to survive, you forget that all the choices you make are all in the mind

You need eyes? I might as well give you mine

If not, all you need is a sign

And due time

You'll get what you want just fine.

All you have to do is just divine

Save a few dimes

All of this saves you the time

Stay away crime

All of this shit hurts your mind

In the end you're lying

Lying in casket when you realized that you were dying