Regrets - Jody McBride

VERSE #1

Ever been to the point you feel nothing?

Wishing you could go back and have done something?

I gave you all I had, but still you came back and makin' me sad.

I should've been the man you deserved.

I wasn't good enough so you threw me to the curve.

Took you to dinner, ya ditched me, call that self-serve.

Now I'm alone, she wont answer the phone.

I'm running out of vision, perception blurred.

Begged her to stay, she said that's absurd.

Tears rushing down my face, wishing this would have not occurred.a

Drink away the pain, called she couldn't understand, call that word slur.

All I had left to say is that I had nothing but I loved her.

I just wanted to grow up with a family with a respectful kid calling me sir.

I bought her jewels, diamonds and expensive fur.

She was the one I was sure, but I was wrong.

Now I'm here writing these depressing verses and words.

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VERSE #2

 

I walk my own path, but it all changed when I met you.

I was confused, I felt the spark of our fuse.

Now your gone, nothing to do. Thinking to myself Wheres the neck noose?

I'm like a bird in a cage can't be let loose.

I want to live my life without having to choose.

But life is hard, you must keep trying to get far.

Forget the past, forget the war.

Walking by my self on the shore.

Sadness takes over makes your heart sore.

Grinds down it hits your core.

It's not my fault without you my life feels worthless and poor.

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VERSE #3

 

 

I loved you with all my heart.

Then you gotta leave me.

Hurt more than being hit by a car on highway 80.

I gave you everything but you still choose to be shady.

I remember when we used to shoot ball.

We had so much fun loving each other in the sun.

Now all I got to remember you by is the picture on the wall.

Used to pick you up every friday in fred's parking lot.

I miss those times so much, It hurts a lot.

Crying every night, smoke the pain away get high.

People started hating me trying to fight.

I just ignore them cause I know what's right.

Trying to survive, with a damaged soul.

Searching for anything to keep myself whole.

But I can't stand not seeing you makes my heart hard as coal.

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VERSE #4

 

Love is giving the power for someone to destroy you.

No matter what it's always gonna happen, you don't choose.

All it is, is trust. But our love gets old starts to rust.

My mind filled with so many lies I'm about to bust.

She tells me to leave her alone, never talk to her or call her phone.

I've gotten to the point where I don't care anymore.

I think I'll find the one for sure.

I'll just keep on walkin'.

Wait until the one I really love is callin'.

People say I can't rap, it sounds like crap.

I say to that. As long as I'm speaking my mind wearing a cool snap back.

The words will always be beautiful.

I'll take these verses and words to my funeral.

Never lie forever truthful.

Take in mind, you never know when it's your time.

Enjoy your life, cause you might be the next one in line.

 

Deuces.