Conscious of Time

this is probably the realest shit I ever wrote

under a bunk bed, slowly losing my soul

contemplating going home, getting lost on the road

so nobody knows of my final destination

living out in the cold, coming back to the station

wanna see my family i see nobody waiting

was looking for jesus, all im seeing is satan

i was waiting so patient, this life i should take it

evading creating anything that is amazing

stress is overtaking my entire creation

this dorm room leading me to my doom or naw

my tomb, kumbaya ,round campfires in town

called me quiet, was never really listening

youll hear me when im giving in

into the prison of this piece of shit we living in

nuclear warfare, isnt fair for the younger kids

corruption really is the biggest sin

politicians really got the thickest skin

bout as useful as pigeon shit on a fucking stick

girls sucking dick just to pay there rent

and assholes all that they accept like bitch

nice guys get kicked to the fucking curb like trash

cause they aint grabbing your ass like that

like what is that

i just wanna run into the sun and never come back

cant go to the movies to see the damn rugrats

or the superhero flicks, has the fun passed

cause the guns start shooting you should run fast

human beings being human its all so confusing

 

one man curing cancer the other distributes

a pyramid scheme, get to the top for different tributes

they play cold, going backwards they will never fix you

dont confine to the signs on the side

pay them no mind, pay attention to time

turn the radio down, quit standing in line

stop hoarding money, spend it while you still alive

keep questioning what happens when we die

wyland never fell off, he just took a little hike

and thats right

i needed time to get in touch with my insides

my minds important its how i stay conscious of time

 

conscious of time

yeah

 

im killing it yeah i know you feeling it

im killing it yeah i know you feeling it

im killing it yeah i know you feeling it

im killing it yeah i know you feeling it

got a feeling that i will be making millions

gotta go much higher than the ceiling fans

tell you in advance that im advanced

i need a billion

per show. yeah I know that i can reel it in

maybe make a trillion per year. they saying "really kid?"

i am the goat. i float above the mortals

right into the portal of the underworld

where my throne made of pearls is above the world

i am the one you should fear

one who should be in your ear

im dancing with the devil on another level

turn up the treble and put your foot on the pedal

drive right off of the cliff and you know that youll get a medal

removing the pedals she love me she love me not (repeat)

yeah i never forgot. im an idiot, illegitimate

masking my inner pains like its halloween getting pixy stix

putting my brain back to the days where I went fishing with

my father. taught me some lessons, now that are relevant

doing things for the hell of it. got my soul, yeah im selling it

skeletons looking at televisions

its very vicious

suspicious it pisses me off

im bringing the game to a stop

im rapping like a robot, dictionary for a brain

and pictionary was the game we played back in them older days

my older ways. not many times i speak about my older phase

when i was just an asshole kid with no emotional space

now im all over the place. now im all over the place

i dont know where to begin. i dont know what to erase

i dont know how to relive. all of these moments I made

i dont know who to consult. i dont know how to begin

i dont know what i am doing

I DONT KNOW (repeat 3 times)

but im just going with the flow

 

 

one man curing cancer the other distributes

a pyramid scheme, get to the top for different tributes

they play cold, going backwards they will never fix you

dont confine to the signs on the side

pay them no mind, pay attention to time

turn the radio down, quit standing in line

stop hoarding money, spend it while you still alive

keep questioning what happens when we die

wyland never fell off, he just took a little hike

and thats right

i needed time to get in touch with my insides

my minds important its how i stay conscious of time