Posturing

coming round so profound lemme give this root canal

let me lay down bitches, in ditches and flip it upside down

turn it round, take a frown, spin it so i’m smiling now

change my aggression and stressing, gotta teach a lesson now

 

cuz i’ve been less than honest, and i’ve been blessed and godless

I make a stance do a dance that I never promised

yeah, I been acting like the worlds against me

but truth be told its only that i’m looking for envy

 

you can’t really force people to like you,

or start a tough beef with nobody beside you

i write these lyrics so that maybe they’ll guide you

is it real gangster shit? No you just got lied to

 

but no one really think that i’m a G

so why the fuck am I even trying to be

because I wanna be as hard as the rest,

and get my name written in the book with the best

 

but who the fuck do I think I am

i’m looking for attention like on my free cams

I wanna be sick just as soon as I can

but practice makes perfect, gotta stick to the plan

 

I wanna pass when I’m put to the test

I feel the passion in my heart in my chest

I need to prove to everyone i’m the best

cuz acknowledgement of knowledge is something I request

 

but maybe i’m wrong and maybe I suck

But in reality man, I really don’t give a fuck

cuz if i pour my heart out and persevere

then maybe it’ll matter to someone that i'm here

 

yeah, there are things worse than getting dissed

i'm getting ignored and its making pissed

how in the fuck you not address me

what do I need somebody else to molest me?

 

how in the world do you deny this gift

"shut the fuck up, you’re just a rapping white kid"

and inside, i know its the truth

that on the outside I only look like a goof

 

like what rapper uses goof in a sentence

its lazy and crazy and baby I got a death wish

in my rap career I really mean

Im wishin I was gnarly A la charlie sheen

 

don’t wanna make stacks and rep the green

don’t wanna make songs that mention my peen

(no,no)

don’t wanna walk around just saggin my jeans

I only want somebody to dawn me the king

 

and i know that its a little fucking foolish

I realize that my image really aint ghoulish

but I gotta put on this big mirage

because i’m scared that i’ll only look like a fraud

 

That's Posturing