missing you

everynight, i look at the stars in the dark sky,

i always think one of them is you, i miss you, i hope you miss me too,

i hope ill see you again soon, maybe today around noon, itll be like a cartoon,

ill be by your tomb to say hi, ill prabably start to cry, as usual,

i hope you dont see that as unusual, but more sensual,

i know you never liked my juvenile, behavior i stopped for you my savior,

i started working my mom still calls the shit labor,

i miss you when im not calling through prayer,

i hope you havent seen me cutting layer after layer,

because that would mean you my surveyor, well later,

ill be there with you in about an hour, ill just devour some poisonous shit,

whether i go to heaven or hell, ill always miss you,

hopefully this bottle of cyanide, will get me to you through suicide,

if it doesnt just know that i tried, and i never lied,

 

 

im dead now, on my going slow, though,

i see you at the gate, but wait, where are you going,

im here dont you see me,

shit im falling, whats happening,

fuck, im in hell,

 

now im stuck down here missing you man, while your in heaven driving a sedan,

im in hell driving a van, now i can always be outran, wow,

im dead im fucked in the head just like you said,

fuck.