Two Girls

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KevN's Notes

This song is about my two best internet friends. MP as she's called is the friend I refer to as a sister, we feel like we're so alike that we might be siblings. And the second one, I'll just call her R. R is a girl I've really grown a connection towards. I had a crush on her and I told her about it, she had a crush on me too, but she already had a boyfriend. Though we still talk to eachother as if we'd be partners. Both of them suffer from depression, and both of them live in another country than I do.
Beat starts at 0:15

[Verse 1]
I come from a country where the snow is white.
Where there's not quite many good people in sight.
I don't say we're assholes, we'll I actually am.
Atleast there ain't daily deaths by street gangs.
My armour used to be hard as a tank.
Now it's all gone and it's all them to thank.
I'd lost my hope until I found these two girls.
At that time I didn't know they were gonna change my world.
One is like my sister, the other's like my lover.
When I talk to her it feels like my heart's a drummer.
But she's so far away well ain't that a bummer?
If someone ever hurts her, they'll end up in a dumpster.
Same with my best friend Aka my sister.
In any rough times I'll always assist her.
Feels like a wall's between us, she's on the other side.
But I will break the wall I won't sit here and fucking cry.
 
[Hook]
Oh sister, I relly wish ya.
Every word wasn't as quiet as a whisper.
You are so close yet so far away.
But I know that I will meet you some day.
Oh lover there's no other.
Like you, and without you I would suffer.
You give my black life colour.
But there's still much more to discover.
 
[Verse 2]
And when I say discover I don't just mean the world.
I mean the feelings that are stuck inside these girls.
The words, the expression, the shadows that they cast.
Shadows black with grime from sins of the past.
"She never cries, she always smiles."
"She would never think of playing with knives."
Well she did and on the floor she lies.
Covered in bloodstains from her wrists and cries.
There's no spark left in her eyes, she just wants to die.
She begs to god and says "Please let me die, I want to fly"
But the guy in the sky can't make her rise, she's on her own this time.
So on the floor she lies and dries and cries and close her eyes.
Death is not worth it even if you've sinned.
Even if a deadly grin goes from the devils chin to chin.
Don't pierce your skin, don't let them win, don't make the feast begin.
Demons will feast upon your soul if you let them in.
 
[Hook]
Oh sister, I relly wish ya.
Every word wasn't as quiet as a whisper.
You are so close yet so far away.
But I know that I will meet you some day.
Oh lover there's no other.
Like you, and without you I would suffer.
You give my black life colour.
But there's still much more to discover.

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