the one i never had

We met back in 8th grade never made a move,

i was to afraid, we clicked instantly,

a friendship was made, 2 years passed ,

she finally got me gassed, i liked her,

we barely saw each other,

but text sessions lasted forever,

she sent me poetry, the girl was clever,

she was so hot, i swear she had a fever,

she broke up with her boy friend, its my time together we can shine,

next thing i know she has a new on my chance is done,

months go by, im two thousand miles away,

she gives me a phone call jus to say hey,

i feel the feelings again, instently grab a pen writing letters,

back and fourth she wines bout her man, i just wanna smash his head with a can,

i wanna protect her but i cant,

so i stay up late imagining a fight that started with a rant,

whyd my parents move me, me and my love could have been free,

we chat everyday for hours, i debate having a friend send her flowers,

shes got me hooked like she has super powers,

she breaks up with that rude dude, we talk more and more,

i dont dare be disrespectful shes not a whore,

we text a lot this girl has me caught, pretty inside and out,

i know what shes about, till i log onto facebook, shes back with whats his name,

fucker dont even have game, i hate him his head i wanna trim,

my angers at the brim,

she stops callin,

she stops textin,

she stops lovin,

now im stuck here with a paper and pen just writing to NOTHING.