Gun in my hand
• Written by Mirlande
Mirlande's Notes
Not a true story. I just wanted to try writing a story about an unstable person that's in love. please tell me your thoughts. i would love to know if what could do better and differently.
When we first met two feet across the street
You were so sweet you toke a seat
and in my heart you dropped a sick beat
You hated to eat whole wheat
I always called you a neat freak
I never thought you would ever leave me was i not good enough for you
i was in love with you
here i am sitting in this pew about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand
Walking throw the park hand in hand
why did you have to hurt me like a shark my heart is mark with the dark
while you have your happy ending trending, pending, tending, lending
bland i stand alone in the sand
this aint a grand ending as i imagined in my mind
your the wind that makes me blind
you say you love me but here you are leaving me behind
your a sick chick oh i can still be your friend that's very kind
your an impostor like slim jesus, vick
click that's the sound of my gun as i hold it to your temple
I never thought you would ever leave me was i not good enough for you
i was in love with you
here i am sitting in this pew about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand
imma rip nicks throat out don't doubt me
don't shout at me cuz imma sprout wings and fly im not going without you vick
baby you know i hate when you pout
im sorry i have to save us ill destroy anyone who stands between us
no need to fuss darlin
please leave a voice message for Vic
hey sweetie i was just calling to see how youre doin
jut give me a call back when you get this message Bruin
you wont answer my messages anymore
all i want is to be your Thor
you tore my heart to pieces more and more i fall for you
i got a tattoo of you
I never thought you would ever leave me was i not good enough for you
i was in love with you
here i am sitting in this pew about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand
I came to your house but you were there where were you you weren't there
oh baby don't be scared don't call me a stalker
ill make you drink venom
im not a demon im trying to save us you left me no choose crazy woman
i wake up in the middle of the night thinking about our fight
you were supposed to be my bright light your the fire that ignites me
now im drowning as i drive to your house at midnight
so tonight im saying goodbye
tonight im using all my mite to put you to sleep despite my love
i wrap my hands around your neck and squeeze tile no air can get through
as i was the light withdrew from your eyes
my chest is tight tonight looking at this site
I never thought you would ever leave me was i not good enough for you
i was in love with you
here i am sitting in this pew about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand
ive got my head in my hands shaking thinking about what i did to you
this is just taboo im askew
looking at your lifeless body with dread looking at your beauty even tho your dead
its so mystical and magical killing you was not that logical
putting you to sleep was just another obstacle
i drag your empty body out of my car thinking about how you were my shooting star
i walk to the edge of the bridge and push you my sweet shooting star
i look down as i watch you leave in grieve
i pull my gun out and stand at the edge of this bridge
i lean towards the frigid water i hold the gun to my head
still thinking about you my beautiful star
i pull the trigger
I never thought you would ever leave me was i not good enough for you
i was in love with you
here i am sitting in this pew about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand
I never thought you would ever leave me was i not good enough for you
i was in love with you
here i am sitting in this pew about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand
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Mirlande
Member since September 19 2015