I Forget

I forget, I forget I can do it.

Spit a rhyme so fluid.

Low mood, going slow through it.

This time I know when it's this rhyme I know but never shining I go.

Losing my mind all alone.

I write a line the tears flow because deep down I know, the peers go but never do my fears go.

For years though.

I'm looking for cheers, yo!

But there's no ears, so there's no hears.

I'm throwing my voice with no arrears.

Pro engineers flow.

With a no show from Heaven.

The end is near.

No engine here.

No tension. CLEAR!

I'm telling myself I can't do it.

With a yelling of self "You stand to it! Don't you understand you can do it?"

Not likely, I'm a side view.

Knock nightly, I'm a wide spew of being lied to.

I'm not seeing the divine who??

Aligned spine but where's the Nine to?

I'm remembering the sign too.

Then severing the mind through entering the time clue.

Trembling to find you.

I forget to remind you.