Pain Freestyle

(Verse One) Not tryna wine on youngins i hope you understand..

My life been nothing but a Struggle since became a man..

I've endured PAIN..

Some of it remains..

In this life I still live what goes on inside my brain is young man Lost in this game.

Still tryna find my way tryna pay the bills helping out my lady stressed is how she feels..

We've come a long way LORD please bless us with a fam-ily.

Can you handle my Flo as I spit this real shit that goes on..

About my life living under average and rolling on..

What would you do if you didn't have food..?

Clean clothes money to pay rent facing evictions too..

 

(So much pain..)

 

(Verse two) You wanna know why my heart feels heavy?..

 

As this young nigga in the hood's dreams slowly slipping away.

But I gotta keep my mind steady..

 

So much peer pressure surrounding me I dont wanna self destruct cuz of dumb fucks who don't GIVE. A FUCK..

 

I just wish I could slap some sense into with some nun chucks.

Drinking and smoking their whole lives away, ENVY ME cuz I'm different..

Why we gotta be EN- EM- IES anyway.

GOD said the love each other as brothers, but the Man want us to kill each other.

Makes me sick to my stomach but I gotta do better..

 

( so much pain)

 

 

(Verse three)

I often wonder what happened to my hunger..

 

This lifestyle that I'm living is so wack cannot live much longer..

300 dollars just enuff to get by.

Bills piling up enough to make a man cry.

To contemplate suicide.

It's do or die to get this Bank- ROLL!..

 

Maybe music is my outlet without selling souls..

 

I must admit I gotta passion for it...

Maybe you be the judge show I really go for it..

I hope to buy my dad mom a new home one day.

I hope to see family wealthy getting along someday.

I hope the my and My fiance will have the wedding of our dreams..

Not worried bout a fuckin thing!..

 

( so much pain)

 

 

( talking)

 

A wise man once told me that it's hell getting to heaven sometimes.

I gotta feeling a blessing gone come our way .

For the sake of our future.

For the sake of my family.

And for the sake of me and my woman.

You see GOD is just testing us.

It's a test of true faith that makes us indestructible..

Trust him and wait on him..

I pray a blessing for y'all as well.

To get through the pain that y'all maybe going through..

We gotta just believe..

 

Feel me?..

 

 

( so much pain)

 

 

 

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