Distraught Thoughts

 

On the night of my 16th birthday, got home, sat in my room

Thinking about how I fucked up being a friend to you

Did you wrong behind your back while you've always had mine

Can't even look in the mirror with these fucking lying eyes

Shit so different I can't even bear with myself

How do you lie to your best friend who would go through hell

Just to save your ass if you ever fucking needed it

I hate myself for treating you and the others like shit

I hope you know now that I am truly sorry

For losing my trust and not hearing the full story