screw it

feels like my little time on earth i never made a good decision

all these lectures you think ill finally listen?

i just never ever learn my lesson

and somehow im still alive dont got bad luck its a blessin'

i didnt die to go join the dead, disturb their restin'

i wanna move on with life but dont wanna cheat

be successful and not some giant dead beat

i was stupid and dumb at the time my attitude was school?

collage? forget that skipping school to rap thats were my head was at

i was way to focus on fittin' in so i played-it

not realizing i was becoming gang related

my girl told me i was being manipulated

but up until the instant ive been against it

till one of us got caught slippin' and got sent to prison

i thought no one would get hurt till they dove his head to the dirt

their was just to many fights and drama

for me to wanna inhale all this marijuana

im finally going down the right path Rihanna

cos ive done enough crimes to do prison time sorry mama

i apologize a million times im through with all those lies

but maybe i already toldcha that im the solider

who now and then breaks his composer

but ill never close the/ or fold the/ chapter cos these raps are far from o-ver

i aint lookin back only fo-ward

i knew i was gifted ever since i was a freshmen

so i guess then/ i gotta go join wolverine and the X-men

to help hip hop with there investment

there gonna watch my skill level involve into something thats more aggressive

as it progresses/ ill make a mes as i express my stress and find a way for this

anger to escape my chest im always dangerous i guess

no one would trust or believe a trainee like me would grow one day and achieve success