Broken Time

Broken time leads to broken hearts

As soon as the beat starts my heart's healed

I hate this cruel world wish i could leave already

But i gotta keep my mind right, keep it steady

I'm here trying to keep my chill

But i can't stay away from the suicide pill

They say to keep my cool till i finally make it

Then show my anger on the stage and go on a rampage

Make my movement and keep the rappers trippin over their feet

All of the down graders can take a seat and stop the judging

Because i know the one thing everyone needs is good music

But i can't spit right now, I'm already pukin

Don't know what I'm doing could be winning or losing

I just wanna go to space and left alone crusin

It's too confusing of why I'm still down on earth i should've faced death last year

But instead of that the monsters linger here

Do you care if you live or die? I do but now it's too late

I've got 6 different felonys in 4 states

Maybe in the gun crate I've found my death bed

How I'm shooting myself in my fucking head

Nothing else should be said because in my life i should be the one dead

I'm constantly terrified of losing myself

But i realize i already did a little bit ago

Look into my body, count all of the bullet holes

Playing hookie skipping school

Dropping all my grades like in the 80's when that shit was cool

But now i just look like a fool

Sneaking into bars to play a simple game of pool

With the stepping stool i can see a better day

Help me God i really need you on Sunday

I gotta make it, someday with someway