Untitled Song

time to wake up wake up

 

as they all fall asleep

the devil inside of me screams to be released

all i ever hope is that i can be uneased from this inadequate dream

my perspecative changed as soon as i turned 15

the thc and caffiene chose to relate to me

leaving me to turn friends into enemies

the mass quantities were increasing

as i learnt how to hit a cone piece

brain spiraling into what you would call a drug addict

the feeling was so close to me it felt like it had been stitched

this habit was something i that had hitched and always hoped to ditch

all i ever wanted to be was successful and rich

but the world rained down on me and said i was too much of a little kid

 

pen to paper is how i relate

even though the process may be delayed

but i can still make something that can be displayed

behind that glass will be a piece of me

put my heart and soul into a 2B

but when the lead snaps

i can feel the crack vibrate through my hands

had the same feeling the first time i got kicked out of home

the anger i felt nearly had me at deathrow

would pick up the marlboro and a spliff and then get out the bic

as i used to sit on the cliff till i felt sick

questioning if the is the way i want to live

 

the cigarettes going straight to my chest

lingering into fabrics

hiding it from my parents

possesion of cannabis in a session

was pretty normal for societies deliquents

puff puff pass as they all fail class

always looking for someone who slangs

so they can roll up with those zig zags

dont give a shit that they commiting a crime

just need that one hit to survive until next time