sad Song

i looked up in the sky and started cloud walking.

all the bullshit and haters talking.

making money and they doubting.

i looke up and asked the lord to help me make it through today.

hopefully one day i relize the out look on my life.

but i just dont get it.

probably never will.

and i still believe.

maybe its just destined to be.

broke and hopeless.

that why i picked it up and wrote this.

today might be the day i get smoked kids

and aint that a bitch?

and then i start to think.

is today the day my ship sails?

heaven or hell?

i just cant tell.

and my hearts broken

by the girl that i thought loved me.

turned out she just wanted to fuck me.

and it just makes me think.

i hate life and my life stinks.

and i just want to think this is a dream.

but all in truth its reality.

and it drives me crazy.

the girl i called baby.

doesnt even seem to miss me lately.