Moving On

Well, I couldn't be afraid of yesterday

Somehow I thought we had it all made

Now I was in sweet love's jeopardy

Don't cry to me "Your eyes have become jade!"

Because all I say is "It's better be in the shade"

Today I sit and ponder all the whys

As I feel like a twat and wonder, falling for your lies

 

Listen carefully here, big baby blue;

How tears glisten brutally as my eyes sear,

While my heart bloodily screams "Shave me cruel!"

Dreams may come and go or dreams slowly sag...

I wanted to share my big dream with you

But I had absolutely no real value

You told me a good story and I bought it like a fag;

This day and these days, I feel sicker than a dog with a severe case of jet-lag

Knowing you took my trust and heart and stabbed them with a spear

Too bad my heart wasn't stabbed with a kosher dill spear!

 

 

My life's based upon what I do this year

Or better yet this all-consuming great fear

That I been having very weekly these days

That nobody understand me and my ways

I don't know what to do, now you gone away;

Boy, I sure feel like the Frankenstein's monster

And a flesh-monger, a coward and fool too!

Every time they see my chair, they all think that I drool

When they see that I am not a membrane but a being with brains

I watch their color go way down the pothole

But all and all, they're all sweet, lovely assholes

And that's just me being courteous with my words

I could take my kind words and fling them like swords