life line

welcome to the dark side where lights hard to find see these? they're the scars of life

my skills hard to find in this darkened mind theres not a part of time

where i wish i was something look between the lines josh now back to nothing

dont stop you just lack the trust not you they smashed it up

i know im not packing much sitting here alone at lunch

waiting for the touch of a beautiful women......... but my hearts too shooken too shooken

who took it just shookin

plus i look to stupid i dont know how to do it my mind keeps brewing all these crazy

things maybe im loosing my shit i dont have a clue to which way i want my life to turn

theres no more fight to burn i might of learned a little my respect? i earned it

but life i cant take it im searching for a different outlet life im just not about it

i need to escape i doubt it but i cant get no brakes and i know im sounding

like i made mistakes well dam right bitch go ahead and say it

i was raging but im just feeling hurt trapped in this cage but i want to burst

my names like my shirt i wear it proud and first i would like to say how im feeling

and every day what im dealing with now my hearts bleeding i need a stitch

suicide im feeling but who am i to hide this on my life line give me some guidance

tonight i might just end this life but first i need to say good bye

no more living with fright theres chill in my eye devils telling me why am i still alive

i guess its these brilliant ryhmes that are still spilling out of my mind

swallow this pill i just might i feel like its just right if i just end it all

to god im sending this call but it just says pending .....and ends here we go my heart

falls agian dying why am i stalling it? now im balling shit how much more can i take?

dear overdose i can not wait green purple and blue now is my faith

stand up now i can not walk straight i hear hells dogs barking and the devil talking

now he was paid heres soul and my names as good as gold i give up this time

just ended my life line, but what happens if i want to come back? i know it sounds sad

but this brain is just so compact thats the difference between mythe and fact,

insance and sanitys lacked, this profanity is how i gain when aim your way and

spray straight and release my pain thats how i decrease these feins in this game,

and bring it back to real i just feel like the core to my soul is exposed and the surface

peeled, but im learning to deal with it all this pain and i still give it see vivid

even when the lines curved my mind and my heart hurts, but my soul still learks

and when it hits you its going to hurt thats just how the real world works no stealing

words dont look for girls, they dont look for you, just stay to what stood true

cuz whats good is new just take a look at you, the man in the mirror

cuz its clear that i cant do that im not a real man in this era just hide behind

ryhmes and terror, but you should know thats not me, well if not then why the hell

do you all smash on me, ill be glad to happily snatch the crown from your so called

masterpiece cuz your fragile as glass and i know your bound to get mad at me

everybodies mind is just set on attacking me, or am i just lacking sleep?

or could you see if maybe you can change this world for me,

i found out that theres no girl for but hopefully i can be the most heard emcee

when you listen yeah you learn from me