Guilt eating me away

I'm in a large school with more than 50,000 other students

I help them with homework and I still feel like im useless

no matter what I do I can't shake off this loneliness

but this lady I met she is cute and she's got dat sweetness

 

don't live a life of waiting for something that won't happen

i've lived like that for too long, still pushing an empty wagon

none of us wanted it to happen but it just goes where it goes

i look right at the mirror, and just drown in it some more

 

i love my girl but this other lady's a real catch

nothings happened yet but if she threw a bone i'd fetch

look at other women is something i don't really do

but with this other lady i ran into i'm stuck like it's glue

 

you deserve the best man, I've seen the way you handle business

book smart, sense of direction, and you're looks girl oh my goodness

 

I always talk to you like I'm on my best behavior

I can't help acting this way, it's just me by force of nature

You brought out the best out of me and it's going to stay

Don't worry about it girl i'm not going away woooo

 

I hope for the best, and nothing else more

I'm tired of my people suffering, get off of the floor

People walking over y'all I'm about to run them over

look left, look right, aww man too bad it's already over

 

You've been saying to me that you don't want anyone else

I love you the way you are you and nobody else

That's what I believed until it all started to be tested

 

School was hard, work was long, my car broke, you'd text slow

that's all it took to discover when we'd hit the plateau

 

Now things are thin and the ice is looking like it's about to melt

my mind's full of unsaid things but these bars mean more than it felt

 

You want to skip around the school and talk to everyone nearby

You asked me if you're okay are you bothered by what I'm doing

I'm sorry but I lied, I can't stand that other guy

 

When you kissed that one guy that said you look good in those jeans

And you should stay out real late to come home with me

I should've stopped you, look what he's done to you

 

You have to open your eyes and look at those red lights

When you go past those signals, there isn't much more to do except

Hope for the best

Girl I hope for the best

What those others got to say

At the end of the day who was there when you're heart broke standing

near the door way