Hurt Inside

When I was in my 4th grade I always got pushed away

I would pray that one day I could say hey

without getting rejected since pre-k

I was always in the corner or the classroom hiding from the others

I suffered from being pushed into the dang lockers

I always wondered why they hated me I always thought what is wrong with me?

I wanted to flee,but I couldn't trust me I would if I could

The thing is my mother didn't understand me the teachers ignored me

They always said if you need help come to me,but when I needed them they said go flee

I got called a hoe that I would never be a big show

Now i'm at the top,so look at me

I don't worry much about getting bullied

I stand up for others cause I know how it fells to be pushed like you were a bag in the wind

my mind was going places I couldn't say for gosh sake I almost shot myself

I would of took a bullet,because I was not happy

I felt like a lost stray going places I didn't know about

I had so much doubt that I shout at myself

I felt like jumping of a building or getting ran over by a train

so before you bully think or else you will get karma

trust me,believe me because sooner or later someone will stand up for what they believe

later on there will be no more bullying hopefully

there will be no mockery from the bullies

truthfully I'm telling you stand up

don't be a bystander don't be laughing at the others

unless if it is a joke that the person doesn't get bothered

so be honored you are an amazing person and listen

now this is the end of the story now I'm out and don't doubt for what you believe in.