Hate Through Love

Yeah... How does it feel? Now that you're dirty little game is over?

 

Let's go, girl. Relax, have a lie down, but don't nap.

Because you've ignored me for way too long, but now this rap,

Is going to be my final message, addressed to... slut,

You've been with me for so long, now you wanna give up?

Should've done that long ago, because now you're just a waste of time,

I really do find it hard to believe that you used to be mine,

All that you say, was that I was what you wanted?

Shut up, slut, don't lie, because a fire's what you started,

And believe me, you are going to get burnt, cause what I've learnt,

Is that you only seem to talk when you're the one who is hurt,

Now you ain't gonna talk! I don't want to hear your bullshit,

You're gonna fucking listen! Don't wanna? I'll force it!

Now I know you don't like rap, so I guess this is a double diss,

Because I'm giving you something you don't like, and now you're the topic,

I was going to leave you alone, but now I've realised who you are,

You seem innocent at first, but now it's clear that you are armed,

With the potential, to drive a guy like me mental,

No lead involved, but now I'm using a pencil, you devil, I'm revengeful!

And it's revenge that I'm, seeking for, knock you to the freaking floor,

until you're barely speaking, whore,

What are you even speaking for? You walked through the

creaking door,

Everything is backwards, because you sew what you're reaping, or...

Every time I did something interesting you always seemed to, bore,

Yeah... That's right, pig, now you're asking for more, time for the

chopping board!

You've really overdone yourself, you've really killed me,

It's going to take more than alcohol to heal me,

Like that one night, too much booze, and I was crying,

I didn't want to be me no more, barely surviving,

Cause living life wasn't worth the fact, that I was dying,

So I'd rather take my life, ignite it, and start rewriting,

Because my story is not one I would like to tell,

It's too tragic, the beginning, the plot, the end, it won't sell,

But if my life was a novel, you'd analyse it for ages,

Because you can't read me like a book, there are too many pages,

I thought we had it all, love, trust, lust and future plans,

But in the end I never even fucking held your hands!

I never loved you enough! Well I did, but wouldn't show it,

I was always there for you! But you didn't even know it!

Well now that I'm not by your side, I hope you miss me,

Because I don't want our love to just be history,

That can't be the end of it, we gave up too easily!

And now that you are gone, I can never live peacefully,

I spent so much time trying to go over it,

but we just can't be, you're already over it,

If I could turn back time, I'd shoot the younger me,

Because I used to be an idiot, and you fell for me?

Well now it's me that's collapsed, and I'm feeling rough,

Huh, it's ironic how I can hate you through love...