Everyhting I love the most [COLL...

Everything I love the most is oh so fucking far from me

I'm trying to hold on to you oh so fucking desperately

Maybe this is proof that god is real and he is testing me

But it's wrecking me, I'm falling apart and there ain't nobody catching me

These demons in my head, yeah they created ATB

This distance is the poison and it'll be the death of me

Somebody please pray to your god and ask him to please let me be

and let me see the light because there ain't much fucking left of me

Another bottle down just so I can numb the pain

It makes an interest in life when everyday is so mundane

And I can't drown out the noise of the lightning or the rain

It's got me depressed again, God I fucking hate this mane

I wish I could go back change all of the mistakes I made

But I'm stuck in a loop everyday is the fucking same