sad song 2

I wish I had you

While I wish I didn't need you

Your like a drug I can't quit

With out my eyes just drippin

 

I never thought that u could love something that always fucking kills you

But I guess everyone does just smokes away the pain

 

And I'm just drifting away

But I just want you, OK

I swear I'm done

I'm about to run

Straight into traffic

Just waving a gun

Just firin for fun

Praying for death

Just daring it to come

Hoping it'll go straight through

Waiting for my body to drop and just let all the dust spew

 

Thinking that without you,

I can finally live, but hey

that's just the saddest truth

Is that in the end want you.

I want to be there for you,

While I make a living for us

Just us 2, living our life like where supposed to

Never worrying for money to come through,

Dreaming bout silver creates and pearly gates

Thinking about how that would be great,

 

While we laying in bed

Thoughts stirring in our head

even mine would be on overdrive,

I would never want you working in a mine

Prayin for extra dimes

While Laying on the dirt

Thinkin of a prefect white skirt

And thinking of the glances they give you

And how much they hurt

 

just wishing you could hide

While the days just go by,

But you have to stay out

For everyone to see

All wide eyed and thinking how bad it must be

To live with a guy who couldn't even fucking see,

How beautiful you really where just from a glance

Cause you see its just so easy for me

To see how brave you really are

Never staying in a stall

Hiden behind a wall

Just looking at the star

Praying you could fly

To hide from it all

When you really wanna go fourth

And show them all

xxxxxxx xxxx

The Queen of the stars