The Ride

....Yea

This why i do this shit

I think they called it um ...venting

Ha

 

This is me....still the same

I bottle my emotions, but still feel the pain

My mind’s pretty quick, but not enough to dodge the shame

When I’m alone it all comes spilling out like I hit a vein

Yea and the Doc said blood pressure’s good

But my heart feels weak, need fixing under the hood

Lemme keep it honest I’m so tired of being suttle

It’s just me, myself, and I standing in a huddle

Strategizing to play this game called life

Trying to keep it real over this college hype

Man I really hope these next years are filled with happiness not strife

Yea and things are still shitty at home

I tried to dial out but no one answered the phone

 

Help doesn’t seem to come in my direction

But i got plenty of people giving me love and affection

so I’m never actually am alone, I just always feel alone

Yeah and for years I’ve been fighting depression

Trying to breathe under this parental oppression

Making my life more difficult than it has to be

Just proof that you never truly free

till’ the roof you live under is your own